Ещё один инцест, да?

А-а-а, как же замечательно проводить время с братом Лисом, как же я тебя обожаю!!! Вы с Рено - самые лучшие братья во всей Вселенной!!!
Я люблю вас обоих сильно-сильно-сильно.)
День прошёл на ура, я так счастлив, что готов сейчас даже Чоджи поцеловать.

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Если честно, как-то грустно стало .__. Да, это... раздражает? Верно. Но хватит меняться. Будьте добры, принимайте меня таким, какой я есть. Если что-то не нравится - просто не обращайтесь в мою сторону, но... Оскорблений я уже в своей жизни наслушался, ребят, правда х)

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I try to make it through my life, in my way, there's you
I try to make it through these lies, that's all I do
Just don't deny it
Just don't deny it and deal with it, yeah
Deal with it
You try to break me,
You wanna break me.... bit by bit,
That's just part of it.

[Chorus:]
If you were dead or still alive
I don't care, I don't care
And all the things you left behind
I don't care, I don't care

I try to make you see my side
Always trying to stay in line
But your eyes see right through
That's all they do
I'm getting tired of this shit
I've got no room when it's like this
What you want of me just deal with it.

[Chorus:]
If you were dead or still alive
I don't care, I don't care
And all the things you left behind
I don't care, I don't care

Back:
(Nothing can care about, nothing can care about)
(You won't be there for me, you won't be there for me)

[Chorus:]
If you were dead or still alive
I don't care, I don't care
And all the things you left behind
I don't care, I don't care

@музыка: Apocalyptica - I Don't Care (feat. Adam Gontier of Three Days Grace)

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Bound to your side
I'm trapped in silence
Just a possession
Is the sex or only violence
That feeds your obsession?

You send me to a broken state
Where I can take the pain
Just long enough
That I am numb
That I just disappear

So go on, infect me
Go on and scare me to death
Tell me I asked for it
Tell me I'd never forget
You could give me anything but love
Anything but love

Does it feel good to deny?
Hurt me with nothing
Some sort of sick satisfaction
You get from mind fucking

Oh stripped down to my naked core
The darkest corners of my mind are yours
That's where you live
That's where you breathe

So go on, infect me
Go on and scare me to death
(Anything but love)
Dare me to leave you
Tell me I'd never forget
(Anything but love)
You could give me anything but love
Anything but love

Without any faith
Without any light
Condemn me to live
Condemn me to lie
Inside I am dead

So go on, infect me
Go on and scare me to death
(Anything but love)
I'll be the victim
You'll be the voice in my head
(Anything but love)
You could give me anything but love
Anything but love
Anything but love
Anything but love

@музыка: Apocalyptica - S.O.S (Anything But Love) (feat. Cristina Scabbia)

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Dirty little secret
Dirty little lies
Say your prayers and comb your hair
Save your soul tonight

Drift among the faithful
Bury your desires
Aberrations fill your head
You need a place to hide
And I am

Do you remember me?
And the kid I used to be?
Do you remember me?

[Chorus:]
When your world's come crashing down
I want to be there.
Your god is looking down on me!
I'm not Jesus,
Jesus wasn't there!
You could confess it all away,
But it's only shit to me
Your god ain't looking down on me!
I'm not Jesus,
I will not forgive!

No I won't! [2x]

I've thought you were a good man,
I've thought you talked to god.
Your hippocratic messiah and child abusive turned satanic.

Do you remember me?
Do you remember me?
And the kid I used to be?
Do you remember?
Do you remember?

[Chorus:]
When your own world comes undone,
Let me be the one to say:
I'm not Jesus,
You can't run away!
And the innocence you spoil
Find a way to live
Your god is looking down on me!
I'm not Jesus
I will not forgive!

I won't forgive.
I won't be whatever you want to.[2x]

Do you remember me?
And the kid I used to be?
Not the same as I used to be!
Oh, do you remember me?
No!

[Chorus:]
When your world's come crashing down,
I want to be there
Your god is looking down on me
I'm not Jesus
Jesus wasn't there!
You could confess it all away,
But it's only shit to me!
Your god is looking down on me!
I'm not Jesus,
I will not,
I'm not Jesus,
I will not forgive!
Oh, I will not forgive, yeah yeah!
No, I will not forgive!

@музыка: Apocalyptica - I'm not the Jesus (feat. Corey Tailor)

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@музыка: DELUHI - Living Dead

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I feel ring down.
Too far away.
Eye never knows sleepy dawn.
Use clever trick you can't see forever
Say "Good-bye" for now.

My surrender.

just a little, I was being born, a vivid gentleness
if I were to forget that feeling
if a hidden pain ... well, it's alright
smile, just a little.

if your voice reaches me, I'd want to burn it into me somehow
as hazy, blurred proof...

painfully, painfully, until my tears dry up
it's like these eyes just won't wake up...
just a little, I was being born, a vivid gentleness
if I were to forget that feeling
if a hidden pain... well, it's alright
smile, just a little...

I can't return, I can't forget, when the light completely
sinks somewhere into that sky
memories were just piling up, towards my released eternity
thank you... good bye.

@музыка: DEATHGAZE - SINNER

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Extinguish the light, burn this frozen body; cruel rain
Destroy the flowers that have bloomed in your isolation in this honest world, and smile

forsaken

I will crying in the rain; look for salvation beyond the sky
No matter how powerfully I scream, it won't reach anyone

I can't remember those kind words that became distorted; cruel rain
The world behind your eyes is dark, don't let your rough hands be stolen

I will crying in the rain; look for salvation beyond the sky
No matter how powerfully I scream the moon hidden in the clouds laughs

I will crying in the rain; look for salvation beyond the sky
No matter how powerfully I scream...
I will crying in the rain; even if it clears up, under this sky
It will always be like this, always unchanging

The smug moon laughs

The moon laughs

@музыка: Deathgaze - forsaken

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Это я удод.

Нужно не думать просто и перестать уже сюда писать. >>><<<

@музыка: Ария - Осколок льда

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Life seems to be so bleak and dull
Whithout, without you, my femme fatale
No butterflies, it looks like rain
A gray and cheerless day again

My star-crossed love -
Like a blade of dead grass
Like a frozen trickle
Like a broken glass
Like a deeply cut wrinkle
My star-crossed love...

Joy seems to be so far away
Without, without you I lose my way
God only knows what can relieve
My burning pain and make me live

My star-crossed love -
Like a blade of dead grass
Like a frozen trickle
Like a broken glass
Like a deeply cut wrinkle
My star-crossed love...

@музыка: My Star-Crossed Love

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In spite of hitting the brakes with all my might
My love is gaining terrific speed and height
In spite of losing my balance, head and mind
In spite of knowing that I am growing blind

And I pray, day by day
For my love, all the pain!

Instead of taking my close friend's advixe
I keep on walking in whiteness on thin uce
Instead of choosing to play a safer role
I keep on risking my life to save my soul

And I pray, day by day
For my love, all the pain!

Apart from seeking your eyes and sacred trust
I've also sought your flesh and mutual lust
In spite of knowing that we are worlds apart
I keep on trying to win your love and heart

And I pray, day by day
For my love, all the pain!

Since meeting you, I've changed an awful lot
Since meeting you, I have been sunk in thought
Without you being near, there's neither joy nor light
Without you being near, I feel the need to write!

And I pray, day by day
For my love, all the pain!

@музыка: Since Meeting You

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